心。辛

终于，
大学生涯顺利到达了第四年；
压力，
也随着大学生涯逐渐增加；
心情，
开始慢慢地不如以前；
欢笑，
开始渐渐地离我而去；
目标，
似乎那么的近但其实很遥远；
自信，
也慢慢地不见了；
泪水，
开始一滴一滴地掉落；


很怀念以前的生活，真的很怀念。。。
宁可常被朋友亏也不想呆在这现实的世界，
功课压力，
考试成绩，
final year project,
几乎击败了我。
感觉没有一件事的成果能够满足自己与他人。
要求太高？完美主义？
感觉自己很无能。


开始，
否定自己的能力；
怀疑自己的未来；
责备自己的无能；


现在只是很想逃避一切，
一切。。。

从“心”出发

时过境迁，
有欢欣若狂，
有发怒冲冠，
有透骨酸心，
有笑逐颜开；

愁多夜长，
朽木死灰，
无精打采，
醉生梦死；

放下一切，
遗名去利，
找回自己，
从“心”出发；

非澹薄无以明德，
非宁静无以致远，
非宽大无以兼覆，
非慈厚无以怀众，
非平正无以制断。

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累

最近不知怎么了。。
开始觉得自己真的很累了。。。
突然间想到以后要做什么事都自己去做就算了。。。
不想再和身边的朋友打交道了。。

有时，为朋友着想就觉得自己很笨。。。
为了迁就他人，就逼着自己带着面具来待人处事。。
当为了自己时，别人就会觉得你很自私，然后要大家迁就我。。。

很多人都说，我一开口就到处得罪人。。
甚至当我没出声时，也觉得我在得罪人。。
好。。
当我说少点，把我的答案变得更短时，就觉得我很“串”。。。

在这世界足足21年了。。
才发现自己原来连一个称得上是“自己”的朋友也没有。。
根本没有人是真正的了解我。。
根本没有人可以陪我谈心。。。

有人说我开始变了。。
但你们有没有想想，你们自己有没有在变。。
我生出来不是为了你们而活，
更不是为了利益而活。。

我必须承认，
我不懂得如何与他人打交道。。
我更不懂得何谓“人情世故”

21了。。
是时候自我反省了。。
也是时候变成熟了。。
但，
在此时此刻，
我，真的很累了。。。

nice weekend - last part~~~

Saturday ( 24/07/2010 )
on that day,
i woke up at around 1pm ( feel so relax after a LONG sleep~~)
as usual, i went to take bath and have my dinner..
once again, milo with bread....
oh no no, is biscuits...
because my bread was finished by me ><
kesian saya~~ToT

after finished that,
is time for me to FACE the BOOK again......
replied comments, played stupid card game, look at others' profile and etc......
since we had planned to start our journey at 5.30pm,
so i decided to ACT RAJIN instead of keep FACE that BOOK...
i start to do my statics homework....haizzz...
tik tok tik tok~~~
time flies~~
5.30pm reached~~~
is time to depart and went to TTU to fetch miss ang~~

then, we went to Melaka Planetarium the Adventure Science Centre to have our next photo shot session...
there is another place which can take quite lots of pictures because of the beauty of the place~~
that planetarium is nearby MITC and Melaka Internatinal Bowling Centre..^^
http://melakaplanetarium.org/v1.0/

ei, i haven prepare well le...><

adui~~~feel haven come~~

after a couple of shoot....TA DA~~~

looking apa ??

emo-ing

nice ?? lolx..

oppss...my boxer...><

o.0 ??

me : ooi, PANAS and hungry ler...><

mr goh : ei, please be pro abit la...stupid.....~!!

acting cute but im cute enough to do so~~

when almost 7pm, I felt hungry~~ToT

then we straight go cari makan at Junker Walk....

around 7.30pm, we had reached and decided to ate asam laksa and cendol~~

when we found that shop, mr goh straight away go line-up and miss ang and me went in and find place...

weee~~~

i saw mr vincent at there with his family and we chat a while but i think not more than 1 minute ?? haha..

after found a place, then i went to line-up with mr goh...

wee wang wang...

wee wang wang.........

suddenly i heard : 最后三碗 ！！

and one uncle block all the people who stand behind us...

we were so lucky and can eat that nice and yummy asam laksa..^^

yum yum~~

after finished our dinner...

then we walked around the jonker walk...

drank bubble milk tea, ate ice-cream, fried cempedak and mixed fruit dip in chocolate~~^^

after walk around there, just almost 10pm.

since is still early, so went to MBMB to continue our photo shot session...

ngek ngek ngek~~!!

wootz~~

ARGH !! see light die !!

Sunday (25/07/2010)

woke up at around 9am and depart at 10am...

we choose to have our breakfast at McD.....

after that, we went to red house and walk.....

when reached that PEOPLE MOUTAIN PEOPLE SEA's place...

we decided to climb up to A'famosa.....><

OMG, was killing me !!!

im just keep sweating and felt so hot ><

after that, we went to dataran pahlawan and find something to do...

at first, we planned to watch apprentiece but lastly we went to sing~~~lolx..

and i found NADEJE at there....

i will try to find a chance and try those cake....!!!

erm...

almost 7pm ler...

we paid for the kbox then went to MMU corner to have our dinner~~~

thats the last destination of our journey...lolx...

in this three days,

i felt quite happy and relax...

and...

SEREMBAN...IM COMING BACK SOON !!!!

~THE END~

a wonderful weekend~~~

erm...
i had just finished my lunch ( bread + milo v oat ).....
healthy ler ?? lolx...
since i got nothing to do...
so, i decide to continue post somrthing about what had happen in this few days...

last weekend...
is the 1st weekend that i choose to stay at here in this semester...
aiks..
at first, i still can't accept this because im one of the member of P.B.S.M....
but force to do so...
because of my timetable and is quite rush for me to back after my class...
HOWEVER, my roommate mr.goh had some idea and plan for that weekend...
this is definetly save me from grow fungus at hostel~~~

on last Friday ( 23/07/2010)
due to lab haven start and class in afternoon had cancel~~
so im back to hostel early on that day...
after that, i had took a SHORT NAP untill around 5pm like that...
then prepared myself and get ready for the 1st day of the PLAN....><
around 6.30pm, mr goh fetch miss ang and me to MMU corner to have our dinner....
i ate fried rice and popia on that day as my dinner cause i didn't took any for lunch~~~
after that, we depart from there to our first destination...
ZOO MELAKA ~~!!!
haha...

since i had visited that zoo before in daytime, so we plan to go at night...
the entrance fee is just rm10 and got no student price at night ><
erm...
i think that rm10 is not that worth because i can't see lots of animals but at least tigers~~~
you can click the link below if you are interested~~
http://www.zoomelaka.gov.my/night/index.php
after saw those animals, mr goh had decide to walk in to the MINI SAFARI~~
but....^^
don't said so much on that at here....hahaa....
unlucky that we were not allow to take any picturesof those animals..
but at least got this...

after that, we decided to go MBMB to begin out photoshoot session since is still early after visited the zoo..
erm..
this is one of the place that i can suggest you all to have photoshoot at there because of it's beauty~~

got feel hor ?? lolx..
since we still not in the mood on that day,
so we went to yum cha withs my beloved coursemate and his beloved~~~lolx...

to be contiue~~

说话之道

放学回到宿舍没多久...
冲凉后便开了电脑对着面子书了...
嗨...
没多久后,就开始觉得很无聊了....
随后,根我一样蛮帅的室友...
叫我开些不要太吵的歌给他听...
小弟就义不容辞的开了..
顺便哼哼几句..
展示一下小弟的唱功...哈哈....

不久后,开始觉得有点闷了..
便拿了一本书来读...
个人是蛮喜欢的....
顺便推荐给大家........
那就是蔡康永的<说话之道>

刚刚阅读了里面一些蛮有意识的文章...
想跟大家分享...

1 ) 外表不好看,绝对不是人生的决胜点.
因为讨不讨人喜欢,还比较更重要一点...
这件事, 用常识判断就知道了:
和你住同一房间的室友,或者, 坐你隔壁办公桌的同事,
就算长得很美,你也不见得心情会很好,
但要是他很讨人厌,你却一定心情坏;
如果你的室友或同事,长得不美,但很好相处,很讨人喜欢,
那你的心情就很容易很好.
我们并不是什么明星,不必因为拥有亮丽的外表而感到蛮足..
反而,你的讨人喜欢,可以造福身边很多人...

2) 你说什么样的话,就是什么样的人.
很多人以为: 你说什么样的话,透漏出你是什么样的人..
但作者认为: YOU ARE WHAT YOU SAY.
你老是觉得你是可怜虫，别人都在欺负你，
你确实就会常常说出可怜虫心态的话。
但不知如此，反过来也一样：
你每句话都说可怜虫才会说的话，
说久了，
你就会是可怜虫。
你嘴上爱抱怨，你就成为“怨女”。
你嘴上爱耍贱，你就成为“贱嘴”。
你老是说色情笑话，你就成为色迷迷的怪叔叔。。。。

好了，就分享到此。^^